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[15 Nov 2007|12:58am] |
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The serpent represents the power of life engaged in the field of time, and of death, yet eternally alive.
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[02 Oct 2007|10:54am] |
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Humans often forget that they also are animals. We have very similar characteristics with other animals and it is easily noticed if taken the time. Male and female traits are clearly present in all forms of mammals and many other animals as well. Males will often find a natural responsibility in protecting their female. While females care for their young. We groom ourselves...we play and interact with one another...we have a purpose.
I believe all plants and animals are connected with eachother and there is a connection that we can feel if we have the patients to notice. Much like a plant our purpose is to sprout from a seed and to grow absorbing the things we need in order to grow and then to produce more seeds so that our species can grow on. Our lives are simple. Our lives are that simple and we need to realize that. Complicating our lives is easy to do but when we slow our minds down we can think clearly and see the big picture.
Last night I went to get some orange juice. While I was drinking the orange juice I realized how beautiful live is. The earth gave us oranges. The earth grows fruiting tree's so they will supply tasty fruits for animals to enjoy. These fruits give us the nutrients we need to be healthy. What fruit is not eaten then falls to the ground and fertilizes the soil. There is a cycle. A simple thought, a beautiful thought.
We need to patients ourselves and be grateful for the things our world has given us. This is very important to me and I am going to start changing my life. I do not need to be stressed out over non important things. Those things will only obstruct my purpose to grow. I am happy and would like to continue being happy.
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[24 Sep 2007|05:57pm] |
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buying planet earth was probably my best idea ever.
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[11 Aug 2007|03:46pm] |
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i have idea's and idea's are strings. strings that connect my finger tips to my brain. the brain is a puppet. the mind is a puppet. i pull the strings and see what happens. knots. loops. burn a fuse. it is time to start expanding growing and stretching. think of cloth. weave. sew. rip. sew. collage. grow ears. cover yourself in ears. so many ears and tunnels and funnels. import. export. use what you have. use what you dont have. create.
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[27 Jul 2007|10:41am] |
i lay flat. she stalks. she's a corn stalk skinny and brittle. the air thin and still, yet the energy in this place is enough to haul a four ton time capsule. i watch patiently as she comes toward me. she pulls out her pistol. attached is a long slender bayonet chrome and polished. i can see myself in its reflection. i am not scared to die but scared of facing death. death would feel better than her gun in my face. . . then i woke up
-sbm
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[02 May 2007|12:13am] |
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comentary on la haine |
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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
probably shouldnt have gotten drunk and waited until 10 pm to start writing my 10 page final paper that is due tomorrow. it is going to be a long night.
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[30 Apr 2007|10:30am] |
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my out of tune guitar, outside traffic, birds, turtle tank, and cat meows |
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i keep thinking go all the way
i keep thinking go all the way
because i dont have much to loose
i think i will make an album of 5 short songs with no more than 3-4 phrases
it makes a bigger impact do to repetition
i might get famous that way
why does the weather have to be so nice out it makes it extremely difficult to stay indoors and study. maybe ill go outdoors and study i do live next to a park dammit.
goals:
make an urban art project
write some music and possibly record it
find a new apartment or house
tell my parents about my tattoo's and go to the lake with my dad
start my internship once school gets out
start making short films and porno's
and most importantly continue living life with no regrets
1 week left till s.o.s
-god is love, rev run
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[25 Apr 2007|11:33pm] |
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i am buying this and next time a fucking subwoofer drives past my window they are fucking toast.
never live on north ave. ugh
-sbm
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[23 Apr 2007|10:11am] |
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Shame...boat loads of shame
Day after day
More of the same....
Blame... please lift it off
Please take it off
Please make it stop
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[10 Apr 2007|03:00am] |
What makes it easy to treat people bad?
Some things you say and you can’t take them back
What makes it easy to run from the past like a child runs from the dark?
Which is the poison and which is the wine?
The scent and the colors are so much alike
And how much of each will it take to decide when you’re at the table alone?
Where do you go when it’s perfectly clear?
You might find your way but you won’t find it here
What makes it easy to sound so sincere when you know that you don’t care?
Love gets lost
Love gets lost
Find my love
Find my love
How can you tell when goodbye means goodbye?
Not just for now, for the rest of your life
How can you stand there with love in your eyes and still be walking away?
Love gets lost
Love gets lost
Find my love
Find my love
Find my love
Find my love
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[01 Apr 2007|03:21pm] |
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i just got to the top of the mountain to find out i was at the bottom of another mountain. -sbm
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[08 Mar 2007|04:45pm] |
2 weeks from today is going to be the best week of my life. the avett brothers are playing the 22nd and i just found out bishop allen is playing the 24th. two of my favorite bands in one week. thats fucking incredible. i just got back from tennessee and had a wonderful time. its nice to be back home with sasquatch and my banjo but i sure did have a good time. bout to go finish this beautiful day with a nice bike ride around the park. i hope everyone had a great spring break/weekend.
sbm
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[19 Feb 2007|11:00am] |
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i would like to say that i had a successful twenty first birthday.
1 scotch on the rocks
2 newcastle draft beers
1 hot chocolate and whiskey
1 red headed slut
1 surfer on acid
2 shot i didnt know what it was
1 becks beer
1 black bean burger
probably some other drinks i dont remember having
$460 dollar tab
went to kroger and purchased
a bottle of wine
a case of corona
a six pack of cider
and a six pack of mikes hard something (for the ladies)
went home and had a sip of wine
got sleepy = got spins = puked everywhere
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[03 Jan 2007|01:59pm] |
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adem, love and other planets |
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i think my cat has a cold does anybody know how to treat a cat cold? Im taking her to the vet tomorrow morning. i need cat help.
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[28 Dec 2006|05:44pm] |
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found some new photographs i took so i posted them on my other livejournal. www.livejournal.com/users/mckibben_art
makes me want to start taking pictures again. i need to spend more time focusing on art. its what i want to do and i need to get alot better before i attempt to go anywhere with it. hope everyone had a good holidays. i had a great christmas. i was fortunate to get a banjo therefore the world should end soon so say your blessings. i am ready for the new year. hope everyone has a good night im going to go back to cleaning my apartment and putting some things together.
-sbm
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[25 Nov 2006|09:55pm] |
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purrbot, thumbtack |
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my long weekend of working is over tomorrow will be spent doing homework, riding my bike, and writing music. speaking of music everyone should listen to these bands.
Purrbot,Adem, Bishop Allen, The Avett Brothers, Okkervil River, Devundra Banhardt, and The Skygreen Leopards
ive been listening to alot of that lately. on the other hand The Avett Brothers and Bishop Allen havent left my speakers since i first heard them.
i want to go to the titanic artifact gallery with my parents.
i went to the aquarium with jill earlier this week and i wasnt impressed by the massive amounts of commercials and felt it was more a amusment park than and educational aquarium.
"wonder how we shipped the worlds largest fish???? UPS what else but the brown....blah that wall could have been devoted to some information but it wasnt. somethings are more important.
im going to take a shower eat watch tromeo and juliet then go to bed.
hope everyone had a good thanksgiving
sbm
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[17 Nov 2006|10:32pm] |
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Broken Social Scene |
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i want to see old friends during the break. ill be in town wed. all day and thursday during the day. i really miss everybody and appologize for always being busy.
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[23 Sep 2006|10:09pm] |
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oh what a nightmare |
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went to augusta last night for the avett brothers show. it was a beautiful/ peaceful drive down there. got down there and met up with rino and zach. those guys are awesome. i wish i would have hung out with rino more when we were in high school. the show was amazing. chatham county line opened and they fucking owned. the avetts were incredible of course. they played everysong i wanted them to and more. they played a new song that was bad ass and two from the new ep. basically it was a bad ass show and they played till 1:30 in the morning. i got home at 4:30 and sat outside jills apartment for 30 minutes trying to get a hold of her to let me in but her fucking phone wouldnt work. so i ended up banging on her window. tonight at work i had to cater two huge ass partys. it was really easy but i just got home which kinda sucks it took so long to get out of there. my big sis is coming up tomorrow to spend the day with me. got a bunch of tests and work do in school this week:( hope everyone is doing well.
-sbm
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